Hmmmm. Bored with life, or discontent. Just plain uncomfortable. Caused by such a simple statement, the uncertainty of how to interpret this simple statement, the “oh come on, not again” the “figures, its happening again…” the muddle. The confusion. The “ask me what it’s like to have myself so figured out…I wish I knew…”
I actually haven’t got a clue what I want or what my feelings are. I know what I don’t want. Kind of. Hmm. What I need isn’t even clear. Maybe a to-do list is in order to begin tidying up my life. And it was almost in order when the year began. Things get messy so fast.
A person can be a hobby.
It’s difficult to get upset/angry over situations that should really instigate upset/anger when a confusion as to how the inflictor of the situation operates as a human is so strong that every thought that would lead to these missing emotions is clouded by a screen of “What The Deuce..?”
Not having it all planned out is actually a very good thing.
Avoiding all news of the world that does not directly affect one does not mean that what is being avoided is not happening, nor does keeping afloat of all current affairs near or far actually help any to change the type of situations that make people want to avoid all forms of news reports.
iBelieve every pointless lie I’m told as iFail to comprehend that a lack of motive does not mean innocence and will continue to believe every pointless lie I’m told as my knowledge of my naiviety in this field does nothing to change it.
iWalk down deadend streets, like iDidn see the signs just to turn around and walk back. That’s fine and dandy, but what’s wack is the fact I’m still walking, like thank God for walkmans.
- Gym Class Heroes: Petrified Life And The Twice Told Joke (Decrepit Bricks) [The Papercut Chronicles]
is seriously screwed. Damn, need to sort that. Uni soon and catch up iMust.
Tis hard to get out of the summer mode… I’ve been trying since August 06 =s
Went outside for the first time this year. Third technically… If you count being outside against my will on NYE/NYD and coming up here on NYD. But I don’t deal with technicals and my statement stands. Anyhoo. The world is kina different but exactly the same.
Nuevo comienzo para yo… I try this EVERY January and Septemeber…but I mean it more this time.
I can change. But change is prolly the wrong word. I can’t change. People don’t change… They get worse at some things and improve at others. So Ima make like a repairsman and fix up.
It has begun.
